I came to work too early. I should have
taken up the invitation and headed to Beijing first, or I should have stayed at
hometown swallowing hamburgers until I would get sick of it. This place is
beyond my imagination. I can read the characters, but I hardly understand what
street people speak. Maybe they are talking in dialects or Mandarin with very
different accents. It is very often I reply them based on the key words I hear.
The streets are exotic. You can see brand cars, bizarre scooters and bicycles
on the same road. There are lots of shops along the street in front of the
university. What interesting is none of them is familiar to me. International
food chains haven't expended their businesses to the inland town. Outside the
university most people in the town look like countrymen or countrywomen.
It had been one month since I came home. Next
Monday the journey will begin. I understand it is depressed to leave a comfort
zone. Previously it was in Raleigh, now it is in my hometown. One the other hand, I
totally acknowledge without taking risk, how does one get the premium? Hometown,
I don’t really know what it is; I’m just familiar with my home and its
neighborhoods where includes a coffee shop, a bookstore, a bakery, a grocery
stores, and a McDonald’s in which I visit every week. On this weekend, I’d like
to stretch the neighborhoods farther. I'd like to go to Costco, to see an English
movie and have lunch in a Japanese Restaurant. Maybe I can regain a part of my
memories left in Raleigh.
Preface
Yesterday
I went to a university to meet a professor I have known for many years. I heard
him talking about how creative his ideas are and promising his research is. At
the same time, he showed his disproval of the most important chapter of my
dissertation. He said it cannot be published because my advisor doesn’t give
his name on the working paper for endorsement although he didn’t read it. Of
course, I showed my respect and said nothing because there was Asia.
The weather
in this week was unusual. It was sunny in the day, cloudy in the afternoon, and
heavy rain pours down in the evening. Several times I was stuck in Carmichael
Recreation Center. I didn’t mind staying there longer since I didn’t know that would
I have any chance to be there again? I have a gloomy feeling that I never ever
had before. I should have expected the day would eventually come, but I was
either too busy or too happy to notice it until it approaches close to me. It
is so overwhelming that I cannot stand it.
Downpour
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